i'm in the business of misery.

13168.) now that i've found a best friend, i don't ever want to lose her. i'm afraid i will.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:07:44 -0500

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THANKS! even though i haven’t been posting because of my...

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 15:48:11 -0500

THANKS! even though i haven’t been posting because of my stupid hip surgery and therapy, you guys rock(:

13017.) I'm sick of maintaining this happy facade, I can't do it any more. This mask I put on to face everyone is starting to wear thin, and some days I wonder how people don't see right through me and are exposed to my pain. I wonder how people look at me and don't see my how badly I'm suffering, because I'm not even trying to hide it any more.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:05:55 -0500

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Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:05:50 -0500

saintsnsailors:

loquacious-:

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"i think we broke his brain"

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:05:38 -0500

“i think we broke his brain”

- pam beeeeesly(:

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Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:04:49 -0500

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13148.) I have no idea why I'm not someone anybody can love. In a romantic way, I mean. I have friends that love me, and my family loves me. but not one person thus far in my life has been in love with me. Not even been attracted to me. Why is that? There isn't anything wrong with me.

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:47:59 -0500

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okay this blows, but i don't have enough time to be on tumblr right now ):

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 12:51:28 -0500

with all this physical therapy and me constantly having “episodes” and having to go to the ER and all this unnecessary shit going on, i have no time for my tumblr ): so until i get back home on the 23rd, i won’t be blogging ):

oh but i will share some gloriously unexpected news: in physical therapy i met the props master for The Office, and he said when i get back home he’d take me to the studio to meet the cast and everything(:

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Fri, 11 Dec 2009 11:09:10 -0500

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melted ring pop. so cool.

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Fri, 11 Dec 2009 11:06:59 -0500

suicideblonde:

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my new followers made me smile(: i hate this hip surgery. i can't do ANYTHING/ alsdkjfalkdsjflaskdfjlakdjf

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 11:06:41 -0500

anamedina, tiresome, marinakayy, and fringeelements

hello tumblr, i'm sorry i've been out of touch lately.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 20:15:19 -0500

BUT GOOD NEWS! my surgery was yesterday and it went really well. the only thing that changed was that the doctor ended up doing FOUR procedures on my hip instead of just one….but oh well. other than that i’m pretty miserable. but it’s okay, my hip is fixed now(:

sooooo today

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 11:34:45 -0500

i’m leaving for Vail, Colorado. My parents are driving…so it’s gonna take us like 13 hours. i’m excited to go, but not excited for the surgery/drive home. I have to stop like freakin every 2 hours on the drive home because the doctor said i can’t sit for longer than that.

arrrgg. oh well. Surgery on Monday, but it’s the first step to me getting back on the ice and achieving greatness(:

wish me luck! (: